art rox 4 life

the onw who's screwed up

2011-04-26T06:58:00.000-07:00

hmm , hello . i wonder what you're feeling now . it has never been my intention to hurt you , nor did i ever intend for you to feel guilty for what you did . i can tell , from your face and from your eyes that you are not alright . hide all you want , you can't hide from me .

2010-11-05T04:57:00.000-07:00

whee ~ revival of a dead blog ~
hahah , i'm home alone ~ ;D
bwwooored !
competition !
camp !
meeting !
headstart !
training !
no holidays for me !!!! DD;
hmm .
whee ~ been almost 4 weeks ;p
hahaha . let's swim ! oh wait , cant ;(
oops . yay , i'm officially hyper and craaaazzzzyyy ;D
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

love you ((;

oops . random (:

2010-07-30T06:41:00.000-07:00

OI !

eff you la racist people !

dont need insult us right

learn your manners

you're living in SINGAPORE for gods sake

whatever happen to multi-racial society ?

watch your mouth before you get into trouble

cus i wont stand for your racist comment for long

it's freaking rude and insulting .

fk u

2010-07-24T06:30:00.000-07:00

today choir.

damn damn super boring .

mrs lim , talk talk talk talk .

say we waste time , you shut up first la , bitch

damn restless

do you see the diff when mrs wong take over ?

you dont even know how to conduct -.-

stupid

'i am english educated'

dream on la !

'look at shere'

wth is that supposed to mean ?

you stupid woman , get your grammer correct first

and your pronounciation before you say you're EL educated

so i wasted 4 hours of my time today

should've gone to dance

tomorrow , i'm gonna waste at least 6 hours of my time

crap -.-

11 am need go already ,

SIAO AHH !!

and and

what kinda concert starts at 4 ????

all concerts start at earliest 6 -.- problematic sia

crap la , seriously

adam khoo workshop . dramatic .

it doesnt work on me .

wasted -.-

2010-07-21T07:41:00.000-07:00

haixx sian

today racial harmony day

nothing much ba

then aft school have YOG then ss debate

after that found out that my wallet missing . shit

then had to take shuttle home

tomorrow have adam khoo workshop

heard it was boring

haixx

then they say what , must bring at least 1 parent

my mom dun wan go , not my prob .

aha

sat morning also have ss debate training

wtf , i wan sleep leh

oh ya ,

asshole , WHAT IS YOUR EFFING PROBLEM ?

eff off .

i'm not in the mood

2010-07-20T06:31:00.000-07:00

what am i to do ? just get outta my life . i need my personal space , i need it badly .

i need a life , not you .

get out .

the sooner the better

2010-07-07T23:44:00.000-07:00

haixx . . i can't find my meds

my hand hurts like hell );

2010-07-07T08:26:00.000-07:00

what do you expect me to do lahh ? no matter what you tell me , i cant do anything . it's not my prob anyway , so dont bother me with your freaking shit .

Go Away .

i have a life .

2010-06-25T01:07:00.000-07:00

yo ~ just went out with Hanafy and Vivien on wed ~ so cool ~~~~~ watched movie , dropped my phone in the cinema -.- . so currently no phone haixx . then went to this place called play nation , used to be called the hangout . was play wii and xbox for a few hours (; hahaa then went for dinner , then share cab fare with Milo and GuoYang . oh ya , haven't return them 5 bucks each 0.0 then yesterday training whole day until 9.30pm . crap man , ribs damn pain )); grr . today morning meeting , afternoon alumni meeting . now at home lo . MY HOMEWORK HAVEN'T START ~~~~~~~ CRAP ~~~~ yay , i shall die on the first day of school .

2010-06-11T06:04:00.000-07:00

YAY . . . . totally outdated photos -.-

this is the tree in frony of my house . . random i know

guoyang acting shuai ! i wrote on his card in camp . hahaha , ehh ! SHUAI MEHHHH !

the handsome girl !

me and cass (; oops , i forgot upload to facebook 0.0llll

2010-05-28T20:44:00.000-07:00

ok , now hols liao . abit sian . gonna be busy . grr .

yesterday went with doug and daryl go make pizza 0.0 epic fail lahh . then my pants kenna the flour , trying to wash it off now ); hahhaha . but halfway we play cherades , then after that truth or dare , doug only pick truth , diao . then he dare me do 5 pumping -.- wth easy . then count also only 1 . . 1 . . 1 . . -.- grr , got a call . mood totally change . no training also . sad );

erm , then today no violin and dance ): super bored lahh . aiyo . erm , then then . erm . i dunno
-.- ohh , monday got yog , then tues to thurs have camp . next sat got exco . do i have anything on fri 0.0 i dunno . nvm . grr . sian . i have nothing to now

hey , are you gone yet ?

wish you were

2010-05-18T07:43:00.000-07:00

yay , dead blog -.- walau damn sian lahh . no more exams , but just got back exam result . fk man . flunk just about everything except maths -.- and english , obviously . i can never fail english . unless i follow a certain someone's footsteps and sleep for the whole paper (; hahaha . that was epic

hmm . mrs ali damn funny . "if you failed , you're normal . if you got full marks , you're abnormal . now pray you failed" hahaha . first time a teacher said something like that to me O.O whole class laughing . today maths lesson watch happy tree friends again . oohh~ violent (; damn funny , disgusting but cute at the same time -.- no link right ?

haixx . there you go again . must go shoot councillors right ); purposely de right ? haixx . we're still human no matter what rank we hold . we are expected to get better grades , better discipline , better behaviour . because we're leaders . but so what ? i have a life . i'm just as normal as everyone else . why should so much be expected of me ? if you want so much , go do it yourself . i quit . i don't need to do this to myself .

yay . posting once in a blue moon . i shall leave it to rot now . be back . . . erm . . soon . i guess

2010-04-22T06:57:00.001-07:00

any improvements ? nada .

The end

2010-04-19T05:57:00.000-07:00

seriously la , her life is retarded . what does she ever do ? study , work , train . she doesn't have a life man . sick and tired of living her life . going back in once in awhile . bored . forget it . she can rot inside for all i care .

the other one

2010-04-14T07:11:00.000-07:00

ohh wow , her life sucks . wonder what she does for a living ?

what ~ ?

2010-04-06T04:08:00.000-07:00

what is wrong with you man ? what is your objective ? i dont deserve it then dun deserve lo . ppl hate me then hate me lo . what for i care -.- it's just a matter of opinion . gosh , i can't believe that u will actually type something like that in a freaking tagboard ?? it means u got no balls man ;) awww , dun be sad ;) u say i'm ignorant , oh speak for yourself . u say i'm arrogant ? my god , then what are you ? hahas , wow , funny how ppl don't know alot of the things they criticise ppl with are actually words that describe themselves . hahas . i'm no exception . then again , i don't go around to other ppls tagboards and criticise ppl .

hmmm , wonder if you're reading this ? i doubt . don't care anyway . but u made me laugh so hard at how small your balls could be that i choked on my dinner ;) god you're annoying . and i'll annoy you the best i can ;DD if i can find out who you are -.- ahh well , you made me laugh anyway , i'm thankful for that . haven't laughed my ass off that hard for a long time ((; but can i request something yea ? stay away from the wushu blog man . u can always come to my tagboard ya know . it's all yours to keep it alive (;

yea i know ppl hate me , i don't need you to tell me that . wonder how many ppl hate you now though ? anyway , i care for ppl who first and foremost respect themselves, and respect and like me for who i am ;) awww , hope your blood is boiling ;) love to see the look on your face now (;

omg , i'm wasting so much time on you . i could be studying now . ahh well , i don't mind ;) too bad i can't give u a piece of my mind since i don't knw who the hell you are . but i guess i shall save myself from the trouble . so why don't you run along like a good lil' kid and mind your own business (; i'd appreciate it ;))

well , love ya ppl (; be nice

violins

2010-03-24T03:39:00.000-07:00

WAAAAAAAA ~~~~ see these pics , omg these violins look so cool .

the design damn nice lahhs

yea , how cool is this ???

my dream violin (;

THE ELECTRIC VIOLIN!!!!!!!!

this electric violin has a really interesting structure . .

soooooo cooooool ~~~~~~~~~~~~

then then , the henry from super junior m his violin DAMN DAMN DAMN COOOOOOOL

yea this violin is shaped like a treble clef . what the shit . . I WAN !!!

2010-03-24T02:58:00.000-07:00

yea today was the investiture . was quite fast actually , ushered ppl in and then had to walk in already . haahaa . crap . then refreshment , only 4 schools showed up . but , whatever (; then i only left school at 4 plus . damn the reception , ppl waiting for me lehhs . then anis went for cca , LeErn dunno go where . pangsei me :( awwww . .

then went to eat . supplied 2 snsd siao ppl 20 bucks . really want slap them sia . want make me go crazy siaa . haixx .

then it rained after i got on the bus -.- what the shit . haixx . now home lo . have homework sia . . die -.-

wow , i'm exco already . that was fast . time to buck up (;

CAMP ROCKED ;D

2010-03-13T05:00:00.000-08:00

manxx, camp really rocked ;D

what can i say ? it was super fun, we got dirty , we climbed trees, we played paintball . it was the best time of my camp life ;DD we have super totally awesome trainers amin and ah xiao (our chio bu trainer (; ) our performance was great . and OMG THE WATERFALLS !!!!!!!!! that was so god damn cool . the water was really cold at first , but it was super fun !! some ppl got bitten by leeches on the way back , and there was this totally HUGE millipede . yea , by the time we got off the mountain we were covered in mud .

OMG I LOVE PAINTBALL !!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH !!!!!!! i played 3 freaking rounds , not bad . but damn the e2 ppl . they're fast . i kenna shot by yi hong on my back , point blank leh ~ damn . then shoulder shot by nicholas , then head shot by rio -.- awwww , come on give me a break ;( bt it was awesome ;) hahas

awesome ?

coolest ;)

AMIN, XIAO HUI YOU ROCK ;D

awright , now everytime i see ben i say 'hey sexy' or 'hey hotstuffs' for some reason -.- hahas . then he would reply 'hey gorgeous/beautiful' . went to eat with ben , jerrick , shirlyn , jia qi and elena at kfc , then i went to meet my dad . saw ms tan at starbucks ;) then went home to change , then off to training i go . no energy ;( haixx . then got home , mom nagging at me to do theory , cus was gonna have exam in the morning . now that i've taken it , forget it la , i'm gonna fail . hahas . then today skipped choir , went for dance instead . then violin . then home ;) ahhh , home sweet home , so glad i finally have a nice place to sleep and bathe in after 3 days of stinking activities .

2010-03-08T05:31:00.000-08:00

fine la , do what you want. i want to enjoy myself de k , i already had my mood spoiled now you also come do this to me . i'm fking pissed off already k . and when i'm pissed off , i don't work well , so don't give me this kinda crap . i'm trying very hard already , i'm not as free as you think . i can do without all these crap you're giving, in fact i welcome any directions to the exit of this maze you put me in . not happy ? not satisfied ? don't come find me . i'm not someone you can push arnd all you want . yea you're above me in evrything , but do i care ? i don't give a damn . i don't need to show respect to an asshole , get it ? you're not worth my time . fk off

2010-03-02T06:51:00.000-08:00

confused ? or just lost ? i need to buck up . can't go on like this forever

haixx, wish i could understand , yet how ? i'm confused . what do you want me to do ?

2010-02-27T06:59:00.000-08:00

omfg . sian la . what should i do ? common test just finished lo . also nothing ba . not much has changed . . i think . .

BOO~

2010-02-14T23:20:00.000-08:00

boo! it's still the hols -.- bio retest clashing with history ace and council . wth , dunno should go for which -.- nvm , wed ask cher ba . haixx . my family go overseas liao hahas , so no one at hme ;) tomorrow going jas house , need finish homework by today ba . haixx . hmmm , nowadays very pissed off with a lot of ppl , dunno why leh . some ppl i knw la , annoying lo . haixx , nvm , siaxx , nd go do hw liao . i want go out sia , no money though ;( nvm . .

2010-02-08T03:39:00.000-08:00

sianz . in huge mess nw . no mood sia . haixx . can't do much to do anything anyway , just do the stuff i need to do ba .

new years day

2010-01-01T22:45:00.000-08:00

wtf , new year started badly . it's gonna end soon

2009-12-08T04:24:00.000-08:00

okay , a lot to post .

4th dec

morning went to training . very sian , day before competition shouldn't train too much . at night they still wanted to train , crap in my opinion , so i didn't go . then i went to eugene's birthday . but before that went to compass to buy his present . got him a bag . hahas . okay then , i went to down town east , met eugene there . i was the only girl , but ah well , he did warn me . but i guess i didn't mind . then we went to the arcade , play awhile then another one of his friend's came , name's shawn . hahas . then we went bowling . i watch them play , then chong kai ( he's 14 , but doesn't look it ) took out a chess set to play with shawn . chong kai can play really well . hahas . in the end a played a game with shawn for 1 whole hour . hahas . that was long . while watching them bowl , chatted with shawn and i found out that he knew xav . haha . such a coincidence . then we went back to the chalet , waited for the bbq to dry , cus it was raining . so we started bbq la , which means the cake was cut late too . hahas , the cake had his face on it ;D looked kinda funny to be honest . but the cake tasted really nice ^.^ so yeah the party was supposed to end at 9 or something . . but it got dragged all the way to 11.30 . we went for a walk after the cake and sat on the beach . watched the wave , it was pretty cool . then we went back ); i got back home at 12 plus , lucky no one nagged at me , and eugene sent me his 'heart felt message' hahas ;D was the first to recieve it ;D okay so that was it i guess .

5th dec

omg , woke up at 5am . . went to bathe and left the house at 6 . you know why ? competition . omg was gonna die . . haiz , okay , some ppl were late . then we reached jurong sports complex at abt 7.20 am . performance started at 9 am . then abt 10 competion started . ji ti quan first item . not bad at all , quite cohesive . hahas . got gold for that . ok , then went to sleep for a while . den went to meet mom and dad and lauren . hahas . then was ji ti dao for guys first . they were very good . then the girls . wasn't so bad . still good though . then went to eat lunch . then went back to sleep . hahas , then waited for individual . jia jun got gold , elena got gold , qi feng got silver , zong hao got gold . hahas . then 9.30pm left the place . and that's abt it . shawn was texting me the whole day . even till 11 at night . good company . hahas . okay .

6th dec

OMG I FREAKING OVERSLEPT . supposed to get to school at 7.30 . i woke up 7.20 am . then got to school at 7.40am . i didn't even bathe ); haiz , can't help it i guess . first message i saw in the morning was shawn's sms . i think his sms woke me up . damn he wakes up early . okay , so when i got to school , some ppl were still not there !!! hahas , rushed so much for nothing ); no wonder ms chng said it was okay when i told her i'd be late . okay , so i slept on the bus , was tired . got there , my taiji was in the morning , got gold . hahas jill also i think . . zong hao the dao also got gold i think i can't remember . yesterday and today got a lot of pros . so cool ;D then got some actors and actresses there also . hahas , after competition took pictures with the pros and coaches . one of them was super surprised i could speak chinese . hahas , nvm . then award ceremony . everyone got medal . hahas . ok then go home lo at abt 4.30pm . some ppl stayed to go swim . and that was it i guess .

7th dec

toda went to watch new moon with anis , jin kai , jas , samson , etc etc . got a lot of ppl go . then we watch 3.50 pm show . watch le , everyone all say the ending was damn crap . edward say ' marry me bella ' then blank screen . so damn crap . hahas , ah well , then after that most people went back home . me and anis went to bugis street to go window shopping . hahas , then we went to starbucks sit a while , chat . i didn't know what to drink so she recommended somthing for me , and she has good recomendation ;D hahas . then aft starbucks we went back to compass nd headed home . after that nothing's been going on , only that shawn's been texting me the whole day also .

8th dec

today's shawn's birthday . nadiah's birthday also . wished them both happy birthday only in the afternoon though , cus i slept till like noon today . shawn was texting me until only a while ago . his prepaid low , we decided to go to the movies this friday at vivo with chong kai , dunno what movie though . haiz , baby barely texted me these past few days also . nvm . going offline now , bb ;)

happy birthday to both shawn and nadiah ;D

2009-12-03T02:24:00.000-08:00

Tagged to do quiz . .

This or that

1O to go.1.
Are you single?: nope
2.Are you happy?: ok ba
3.Are you bored?: ya, extremely bored
4.Are you fair?: nope
5.Are you indian?: no . .
6.Are you stupid?: no way ;D
7.Are you honest?: sometimes yes sometimes no
8.Are you irish?: no . .
9.Are you nice?: depends:)
10.Are you asian?:nope . .

Ten facts.

Full name: Nicole Ying Smith
Nickname: erm , not including all the ones that people make fun of me with , nikki
Birthplace: Singapore. haha.
Hair colour: Brown
Hair style: meaning ?
Eye colour: brown
DOB: 10 july
Mood: bored -.-
Favourite colour: black, blue and purple.......
One place you wished to visit: dunno

Ten facts about your love.

1.Been in love?: ya
2,Believe in love in first sight?: no
3.Currently have a crush?: no
4.Hurt emotionally before?:no
5.Broken someone's heart?: ya
6.Have your heart broken?: no
7.Like someone but kept in heart?:no
8.Are you afraid of commitment?: Nope
.Last person you hugged: baby . .
10.Last person you said ILYs : baby . .

This or That.

Love or lust: Love
Cats or dogs: cats
Best friends or regular friends: anything . .
Creamy or crunchy: crunchy . . this quiz is lame . .
Pencil or pen: wth.
Wild night out or romantic in: night out
Money of happiness: Happiness ?
Night or day: night IM or phone: phone
Have you ever.Been caught sneaking out: no
Seen a polar bear: don't know don't care
Done something you regret: ya
Jumpin: wth ?
Eat food that is on the floor?: no
Eat an entire Jaw breaker?: wtf ?
Been caught naked: of course Not la.
Wanted bf back?: only had one so far . .
Cried because lost a person forever: no . .
Wanted to disappear: no . .

Preference of love

Smiles or eyes: both.
Light or dark hair: dark hair
Hugs or kisses: both.
Shorter or taller: Taller.
Intelligence or attraction?: both
Violent or pathetic: neither
Older or younger: older
Outgoing or quiet: Outgoing
Sweet or bad: Sweet
Have you.Performed in a large crowd?: Yup
Talk on the phone longer than a hour: yup ...
A rock concert: Yes
Cheerleading team: nope
Sports team: yes
Drama play or production: drama
Owned rich cars: no . .
In a rap video: WTH ... -.-

last

Last call you made: Jinkai
Hugged: jing xuan daughter ;D
Hung out: Tuition frens x.x
Work: lol . .
Talked to: mum
You IM'ed: WTH
Texted: eugene chua ;D
Movie: 2012
Last person or thing you miss: WTH

Haiz . .

2009-11-26T20:57:00.000-08:00

Haiz. . . I'm like super damn sian now . . baby is overseas. . sian la , can't contact him ;( haiz , okay , nvm . had my Beethoven concert yesterday , we got a standing ovation ;DD and and got 4 soloists , OMG THE BASS SOLOIST WAS DAMN COOL . hahas , like everyone went to get is autograph ;D then he started singing while signing . 'wait wait , my name is too long ' hahas . cus his name is wilhelm schwinghammer . ya , he was signing his full name , so it's pretty darn long . . but ;DDD hahas , general comment on him from the choir : he's damn hot ;DD hahas , but he really was damn cool . then the conductor : lan shui ! ! hahas, he so funny . yup , he's from china , but he's got quite a resume . so does the bass soloist . hahas , he sang the magic flute , hahas that's so cool ;D can't really hear the sop and mezzo sop soloists , the tenor was also so cool ;D hahas , kay ... guess there's nothing much left . .

bored....

2009-11-10T21:39:00.000-08:00

ok yea , 2 posts in less than 2 hours . i'm really bored right now . supposed to be editing my dad's blog , but whatever , i don't care . so sian , baby nvr update his blog . . our blog also left to die liao .. haiz , i guess i go update those ba . . i go visit other people blog also like nothing , their blog all remove or change link le , i also dunno what link they have now . some of them the blog also dead liao , all too lazy to update . . vm , i go update other stuffs . .

Appeal

2009-11-10T21:00:00.000-08:00

I can't wait for the appeal sia . . IT COMES OUT IN THE MIDDLE OF CAMP~~ so sad . . haiz, if i want check must go ask miss chng to let me go check lo ... ok , so wushu camp, brought forward to 17 , 18 , and 19 November . ok , not much difference to me at least . then our groupings changed . ZI KUN IS MY LEADER ^^ hahas , actually i'm quite glad that i'm not leader , unlike someone who seems to can't enjoy being the participant rather than the leader . find him annoying la , but won't say much . sometimes it's just fun to participate in activities, and not lead them , to always be the leader is not fun , sometimes we just have to give others a chance and let them lead us .

ok , so about that leadership camp , i didn't post anything about it before , well . it wasn't really what i call fun . but i could see that the facilitators were trying very hard to let us enjoy our camp despite the condition of the bathing room ... and that it didn't really start out well . but i guess it was really encouraging to see them put in effort for us ... but 60 pumping???? please la , this is leadership camp ok , not training camp . i know you all are upset with our behaviour but seriously , there's no point making us do push ups . the outcome is nada, nothing . you want us to be disciplined leaders and you make us do pumping ? i can't see the link . but whatever , people have different points of view , and i'd rather not question them . so yeah , that's it i guess . .

RESULTS ARE OUT~~~~~~~~~~~~

2009-11-06T05:59:00.000-08:00

i'm finally back to update my 'dead' blog . and..... results are all out for streaming ^^ I'M IN 3E1~ woots ^^ hahas . trip science here i come ;D i still can't believe in the first class sia , along with jerrick, joey ... and elena ... hahas yippiee~ so happy . but gonna appeal for history i think . maybe, but not sure .... i think i'll be better in history . OR I'LL DIE IN GEOG . omg, i don't wanna die . i'm so gonna live to a ripe old age . hahas . then my next major decision in my education would be JC ? or poly ? hmmm . i never know what to do until the time comes , so yeah , not bothering . i guess i don't really bother about anything until it really happens . hahas . yup , it's a bad habit of a lazy girl . haiz , LET'S START STUDYING EARLY ;D . yeah, i'm siao for studying during the hols . but what ever , i wanna ace everything next year so not gonna slack tis time round kay . so yea, JIA YOU EVRYONE FOR NEXT YEAR ;D

6 month anniversary

2009-10-01T09:28:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was our 6 month anniversary....
wa~ so sad... he got revision need to do...
from 2-6.... also cannot have lunch with him....
sobx..... but during that time he did sneak down
;D hahas, but half year leh~~~ haiz
nvm nvm...
as long as we spend our time together wisely...
baby, happy half year anniversary ;D
love you forever
muuaacks

claustrophobic

2009-08-21T20:53:00.000-07:00

I'm in Taiwan now
feeling super damn claustrophobic
cant go anywhere
missing dear a lot
missing Anis sis a lot
missing cass daughter a lot
missing amos kor a lot
missing just abt everyone
i wanna go back a super damn lot T.T

2009-07-31T05:59:00.000-07:00

happy 4th month anniversary!!!
love u lots dear ><
hahas ^^

2009-07-10T01:54:00.000-07:00

WOOTS~~~~~~
I AM 14 NOW!!!
:DD hahas, was quite tired earlier, but also super happy ^.^
went to eat lunch with him, and he gave me 2 presents ^.^
(though i told him not to)
hahas, but was kinda tired still.
so i tried to sleep when i got bck, but couldn't.
too happy maybe? hahas
haiz, my specs just fell apart
shit, gotta get it fixed
was squinting for the whole of home econ and science
i'm gonna spoil my eyes if i don't get it fixed soon
hahas, hope it doesn't rain later
wan go training ^.^

countdown

2009-07-06T00:34:00.000-07:00

4 MORE DAYS MAN(not including today that is)~~~~ WOOTS~~~ so happy hahas. wad shall i do on my birthday? i wan spend time wif him >< hahas, see first. i already told him that he doesn't need to get me anything, but he dun wan listen to me. fine lor, so persistent... nvm back to school tomorrow. well, fri got training also. hope it doesn't rain on that day...

4 MORE DAYS TO THE 10 OF JULY

2009-07-04T19:32:00.000-07:00

woots~ birthday coming up in 5 days!!! looking forward to it :DD counting down to it now :P

I'M A CAMPER OF PROJECT TAP

2009-06-24T02:48:00.000-07:00

I'M ALREADY MISSING CAMPERS OF PROJECT TAP!!! this camp is the best camp i've ever had!! hahas, ok, i'm very high right now. those in my group are, mun sum, jen mun, delwyn, amos, jia yi, li xue and syairah. men, Group ACE is the BEST!!! our facilitators Farah and Yu chao rocks!! we had mass dance together, and our skit discussions and all those cool times togther these three days, and yes, the sharing of two people to a pail to bathe ^^...

2009-06-17T01:13:00.000-07:00

OK, I've just been reading other peoples blogs, and i was reading one of the blogs which was full of "interesting crap", as he put it. It was really interesting, in an amusing, and weird, way. and i realise that we do indeed post stuff that are absolutely useless and uninteresting.

well, i was on google, slacking as usual from my holiday homework, and i decided to do a search on why people blog.

there are many different reasons which people give. Some do it for documenting their lives(which is the most of common posts), sharing opinions, for the love of writing, for money, out of boredom and then there are souls who blog just because everyone else i doing it, sadly. But there are some that give out useful information, like Mr Ong's blog(those who take his literature lessons will know)

currently, there isn't an official date to when blogging started but, from good ole google, it seems its general year was in 1997, and being the extremely lazy person i am, i didn't bother to read how it started
so, ya, though this is still crap, what the hell. i've nothing better to write

2009-06-08T04:51:00.000-07:00

hahas. ok today go tampines wif elena, jia qi, jin xuan, and aline. nothing much happen lar. go there, shopping, wah, bought a dress cost 40 BUCKS!!! can u believe it. so damn ex. but i sill bought it. nvm, it's so nice de lor. but cannot let my mom know de, if not she scold me. hahas den shop ler go take neo print, but the machine so damn sux. the one i took wif cass and nicole was so much better nvm ba. ok den take ler we go bck compass, den elena and jia qi go bck ler i go wif jin xuan and aline. hahas, so weird thay wan take pic in wash room... lol, ok, take pic ler follow aline to her house borrow a pair of shoes, den aft tat go bck compass den went home ler. so now i'm here blogging. so sian lor. nvm well tat's all tat happened... at least i get to go out.

went to washroom take de pic

hahas, jin xuan~~~ next time dun take this kinda pic ler

2009-06-01T07:47:00.000-07:00

ok, yesterday go out wif nicole and froggie. go bugis, eat at mac, take neoprint, wander arnd, den go singapore river sit there eat sushi and talk crap. then we go vch, sit at the stairs practice our singing for 1 hr, then went to eat dinner with cass's mom, but i no appetite, ate too much earlier wif all the sushi and mac hahas den fly back for nicole's audition, around 8 cass turn, den me and sis... T.T so did not wanna sing wif her... some more both of us got sore throat. and i started coughing aftwards. see lar, she spread virus to me T.T then i couldn't sing properly cus of this freaking VIRUS she spread. ok finish audition go meet my dad at starbucks, then go 7-eleven den go home... now just woke up, haiz, i think i losing my voice. i coudln't say anything when i first woke up, i thought really lose ler, but aft a while can talk, but very hoarse... i think if i talk a lot tiday by tomorrow i'll lose it... haiz, ok i try not to, l8r someone worry. hahas, i shall try not to lose my voice, though i can't guarantee i won't lose it T.T

2009-05-14T04:04:00.000-07:00

YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NO MORE EXAMS LE!!!!!
FREEDOM ROCKS Y'ALL...
hahas
everyone very high lor
holidays, here we come =P
hahas
i really wan go out with frens
but my mom dun let me
must say who going, where why wheni coming back blah blah blah
so getting damn fed up!!!!
I WAN GO OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haiz....
but will she allow?
i dun think so
haiz

2009-05-12T23:06:00.000-07:00

YES!!! i got my specs ler

hahas, when he first see it he thought is red lor, like my dad

but it's PINK!! hahas

at least the pink nicer than the GREEN lor

another is orange

as specs??? no way

hahas...

it looked so disgusting

so, i went for the nicest,

which sadly is pink

then i realise really how bad my eyesight has worsened for that small period of time when i lost my specs... haiz, nvm

any way, last two papers, y'all.

GD LUCK

2009-05-11T02:33:00.000-07:00

Now it is 5.40 PM!!!
exactly 12 hours since my post this morning
haiz
i just got a huge headache from that nice lovely student of my mom's
i hear her i voice i headache le lah.... haiz
plus her piano is very.....
ok dun wan criticise small kids lar
now i'm STILL trying to do those geog questions
i couldn't concentrate earlier and i didn't get a lot done
then afternoon was cus my LOVELY SISTER had the tv so loud
i couldn't do anything
if she wan me do physics notes for her
she better stop irritating me
haiz
i don't i'll be able to finish those questions today...
haiz

2009-05-10T14:39:00.000-07:00

it is now 5.40 am,
and i can't sleep
i stayed up the whole night sia
dunno why cannot slp
haiz
i'm so freaking tired
BUT I CAN'T SLP!!!
i can't explain it
my eyes just won't close
i don't get it
exams starts again on tues
and i'm trying to get as much rest
and as much studies done
but i just dun freaking get why i can't slp when i nd to
haiz
i might as well study
well, someone has been nice enough to help me with my geog
might as well do those questions he set now
haiz

2009-05-10T00:25:00.000-07:00

yay~
i got new specs =P
i'll be getting them on wednesday
so on thurs morning you'll see me wear specs during exam...
haha, anyway, last exam le mah
but very weird leh, i think
some more the specs are pink...
but my dad thinks it's red
but from every angle i see it's pink!!!
haiz, nvm... at least i dun nd strain my eyes so much le
but my degree like increase a damn lot!!! haiz...
the person say 1 side increase be at least 75 degrees
OMG...... was so shocked

2009-05-08T23:03:00.000-07:00

our CIP must raise funds for SPCA....
I WAN BAKE!!!!! lol
but cannot make cookie....
other classes already making le... sobx...
hiaz... nvm i make
BROWNIE and CAKE and BARS!!!!
hahas i very high le
can sell for a lot leh hahas
but still must do for 15 hrs
minimum for CIP lor haiz
but can do during recess and after sch
so gonna be fun!!!!
den some other ppl will be doing activities
and some other stuff
but i dunno wad lah
but i'm still gonna bake
NO MATTER WAD!!!!
wah, seriously getting high lor
so excited... hahas

where's our class tee?
wad happen to our design?
to be frank, i really dun like the design
even though i was the one who did it
haiz
then the discussion sort of disappeared
i really think the design is so not nice
YES I'M CRITICISING MY OWN WORK
haiz got 1 bloody shooting star there
who would like that???
some said they like,
but i dun really think it's nice
should i try to design another?
i dunno
i'm all outta ideas....
haiz
if anyone got suggestion
i'm open to it
my brain is seriously used up in the MYE

anyway, ppl
GD LUCK FOR THE REMAINING MYE

2009-05-08T04:04:00.000-07:00

New Blog skin!!! hahas
Nice Right?????
lol.. ok exam period sian lah
everytime during exam slp, haha
so tired
dunno wad 2 do
nowadays really feel like slping le
my eyes just wan 2 close
haiz nowadays getting really bored sia
1 more week to freedom!!!!!
looking forward to it a damn lot ^0^

2009-05-04T06:53:00.000-07:00

OMG.........................................
i'm so damn tired....................
lst period literature like OMG SO DAMN FUCKED UP SIA.....
mr ong wan us get into groups,
den SOME WISE ASS SUCKER just had to say we go into PW GROUP
WAH!!!!! damn dhe guys
project work dun do aything bad enough liao,
still dun wan do anything in lit
just sit there talk abt MAGIC TRICKS
WTF?!?!?!
bloody assholes you all can do all dhe bloody work yourself
den i dun do dhe assignment
STILL CAN SIT DERE TALK!!!!!
smartass ppl, right?
haiz, dun get these ppl

2009-04-27T05:25:00.000-07:00

haiz... damn sian lah, today....
was so gonna slp..
den aft sch still had tat filming thing 4 project work
stupid commercial....
dey edit for so long, haiz....
den finish le already past 5
but still didn't add the music
wah!!!!! i seriously wanted to punch them on dhe face
haiz.... den i sit in dhe com lab do dhe powerpoint slide...
so gonna get my eyes ruined....
really nd to get my specs
haiz, den get home my mom playing de piano
how dhe heck am i supposed 2 rest?????

2009-04-22T06:14:00.000-07:00

wah!!!!! my shoulder so pain.... dunno if can train sia, tomorrow..... dun feel like going, but at the same time wan to go sia..... i dunno wad 2 to do!!!!!! haiz....

你很担心我

我知道

可是你也担心太多了吧

你自己保重你的身体

我也一样会自己好好休息的

2009-04-11T21:25:00.000-07:00

sigh... so very sian. today still got choir sia.... so dun wan to go.... i'd rather stay at home sia.... but still must go.... audition for concert choir choir almost here sia.... ok ok... nvm.... haiz....
i'm getting bitten by mosquitos all over sia..... sia, scared later get dengue... in the camp already got 3 cases of dengue fever sia.... all the empty houses nvr taken care of properly, definitely will come up this kind of thing..... haiz..... jus hope i won't get dengue sia.....

2009-04-09T06:01:00.000-07:00

ok, today like so damn sian, in class sms but he really sad i dunno wad to say to him. work so hard, yet this kinda thing happen. i want to help him. but am at a loss how. he has a fear now, and i'm going to help him overcome it. but i cannot see him for the weekend. tomorrow is good friday. no school, no training. sia, am kinda frustrated.

i know you have the courage

muster that courage

and use it to face your fears

if a few words are enough to make you fear

what will happen to you in the future?

2009-03-06T02:07:00.000-08:00

today so freaking tired....
train in carpark
wad kinda crap is this????
say 'wushu can train anywhere. i know because my children also learn.'
huge crap man....
so hating 'her'.
anyways, 2dae also vid zhong hao singing.
still not very clear sia....
cannot hear... wan post on youtube seh....
but cannot hear post 4 wad?
sigh.... sad sia....
1st 1 too much laughing...
2nd 1 he sing too soft lah....
sad leh.... wan see him humiliated on youtube...
he he...

yesterday is over

today has just gone

tomorrow is unknown

the unknown is our fate

2009-02-23T05:39:00.000-08:00

today so sian....
got nothing to do sia...
no mood to study..

我很累

不要烦我

每天就在那边烦我

你不无聊吗？

2009-02-20T02:21:00.000-08:00

ha ha... finally posting some pics frm cny wushu...
man, tat time injure my foot juz bfore performance
i nearly died of pain....
ha ha... next event... speech day!!!
bit sian though...
also got competition. wan die liao...
almost everyday got wushu leh.....
anyways, the pics.....

my absolutely painful split....

photo collage 1

stretching juz before the performance

photo collage 2

ha ha, freaked out yet?

2009-01-23T05:31:00.000-08:00

man.... so tired...
anyway... Happy CNY!!!
yay, today's performance was a success...
carpet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if we can get it, no more falling on the floor...
woohoo~~~

i've told you a million times

but you won't listen

just leave me alone

and get your fat ass away from me
give me my freedom

and i'll give you yours

2009-01-17T01:26:00.000-08:00

ok... been doing cca blog...
bit plain... but will put up some stuff soon...
sigh... anyway, check it out sometime...
peihwawushu.blogspot.com

monday, jan 5 2008

2009-01-05T03:49:00.000-08:00

ok, this morning very sad...
they make announcement...
"all councillors, please proceed to the AVA room"
at first nvr hear abt it...
only today dhen know abt it...
dun read newspapers much
or even watch the news on tv

but really
have no idea sia...
morning bring us to the ava room...
miss thien talk to us
feel lyk wan to cry sia...
so young, then cannot enjoy the rest of his life...
ok... dun talk abt this anymore...
very sad... must move on...

so today very sian lah...
i dun really wan to go report all these shit
then the sec 1 all no enthu, so shy...
i remember last year 1e2 more enthu sia...
must talk alot before they loud leh...
then instead of taking down notes...
i go help they all do cheer....
lyk tell them choose, cannot decide
choose for them, they dun wan do...
so fustrated...

but still hope can be facilitator nxt year...
dun wan be dicipline, publicity all these shit sia...
so sian...
the boss also nag so much...
damn irritated by her
so dun wan to talk to her...

i wan go CCA fiesta wif my CCA lah...
dun wan report....
wad the hell lyk so sian...
then still need write article for wad?
no point sia... so noisy
all the sec 1 scattered...
then all the CCA booths also show the same thing as lst year
no diff wad...
every year the same thing dun need interview liao lah...

the boss is so stupid...
i'd rather quit sia...
k k... dun say anymore...
ltr boss cum find me, i die liao...

dun find me hor, boss...
i want to live... =D

2008-12-21T21:04:00.000-08:00

haiz....
so sian...
home alone...
walao....
got nothing 2 do lah.....
my mom and sis in taiwan
den my dad in hospital AGAIN...
maybe should put the christmas tree up
really got nothing 2 do sia..
all day make christmas cards

now making calls on msn....
talking with zeeyah....
but she cannot hear me leh....
so sad...

2008-12-17T01:50:00.000-08:00

walau....
i change blog skin again....
haiz... y keep changing?
so sian...
everytime change so ma fan...
but den everytime also not nice
at least got nice music....
can listen ^0^

2008-12-13T23:14:00.000-08:00

ok... another boring day
i'm aching all over...
thx 2 camp
so bad
sigh....
at least it's over...
got nothing 2 do sia
so bored...

2008-12-13T06:06:00.000-08:00

so i'm really bored...
and i juz finished wushu camp...
so tired...
train lyk dey wan kill us...
anyway, was trying to jump over a pole....
abt the height of my chest...
dhen hit juz below my left eye...
now got bruise...
so bad....
make me do tat kind of thing...
now got bruise D':
den my knee also swollen...
wtf, y i join sia....
so pain...
now, cannot touch my eye...
2 painful...
sigh....
way bad....

2008-12-10T05:26:00.000-08:00

i have camp tomorrow...
so i juz scanned some photo's in...
juz very bored...

last year's wushu overseas camp

ok i'm really really bored...
another pic of lst yr's wushu camp

this is me, when i was very young

2008-12-09T03:17:00.000-08:00

so today's the 9 Dec...
2mowow gotta brng my dad to de hospital...
so irritating....
den tonight maybe brng him 2 work....
so sian... got nothing 2 do....
so bad.. sigh..
make me run arnd...
holidays also so busy
nothing lyk holiday lor...

dhen tis thurs got this 3-day wushu camp or smthing...
dhen need 2 go...
die liao lah
9 am, till 5 pm leh...
say wad crap learn wushu in 3 days...
siao lah dey all..
this kinda thing i dun wan go also cannot...
always force me into tis kinda thing..
there're mad ppl all around me seh..

i tink i joining dis dance class at sengkang cc..
that i'm looking forward 2..
finally something i wan 2 do..
nxt yr strt i tink..
it'll more fun..

2008-12-07T05:00:00.000-08:00

OK... another boring day
juz finished my performance of the year...
finally... i was gonna die....
some more, tat shoe i wore was damn painful....
should have worn something else....
I'll remind myself to nvr wear tat shoe again....
sigh, i could hardly walk in tat....
nvm, at least dun need wear tat shoe again...
so Christmas coming up....
so happy, finally got 1 event I'm looking forward 2...
wish my cousins would come though...
last year i go America so fun...
also first time see snow...
so fun.... but go America so expensive...
so cannot go there often....
so bad... i wanna go there again seh...
so now i so sian...
wan sleep but not tired leh...
everyday also lyk tat....
so sian....
sigh....
everyday's a boring day....

another quiz....

2008-11-30T21:00:00.001-08:00

been tagged 2 do quiz.... sigh.... dun tag bck pls....

1)The person who tagged :jing wen

2)your relationship with him/her :bestie!!!

3)your impression of him/her :extremely funny, friendly, and fun to tease... jk jk...

4)The most memorable thing he/she has done for you : erm... helped me out a lot...

5)The most memorable thing he/she had said to you : erm..........

6)if he/she bcome your lover , you will : i'm not lez!!!!

7)If he/she bcome your lover ,thing he/she has to improve on will be : absolutely no way...

8)if he she bcome your enemy , you will : vewy sad lah... fwen 4 almost 4 years dhen bcum enemies hu won't be sad?

9)If he/she bcome your enemy , the reason will be :would i know?

10)The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is : hang out wif each other

11)Your overall impression of him/her : one the best friends i've had ^0^

12)How do you tink ppl and you will feel abt you : would i know?

13)The characteristic(s) that you love abt yourself are : that's 4 me to know and 4 u to never find out...

14)On the contrary , you hate abt yourself are : that is also 4 me 2 know and 4 u 2 never find out....

15)The most ideal person you want to be is : erm........

16)For ppl who cares abt and likes you , you say something to them :thx?

17) pass this quiz to 10 of your friends:
1. nicholas
2. xavier
3. samantha
4. ching yan
5. queenie
6. elena yue
7. elena ho
8. eunice
9. benjamin
10. sherman

18)who is number 6 having a relationship with ?[elena ho] no bgr i can assure u...

19)Is number 9 a male or female ? [benjamin] male

20)If 7 & 10 are together , will it be a good thing ?[elena ho and sherman] no freakin way... 4 one thing, dey dunno each other

21)what is no.2 studying abt ? ......express?

22)When was the last time you had a chat with number 3 ? [samantha] erm.... 2nd last dae of sch? 4got liao...

23)What kind of music band does number 8 like ? [eunice] no idea........

24)Does number 1 have any siblings ? [nicholas] dunno... tink got lah...

25)Will you woo number 3 ? [samantha] no freakin way.........

26)How abt number 7 ? [elena ho] are u jokin... 4 dhe last i'm not lez..........

27)Is number 4 single ? [chin yan] dunno, dun wanna know...

28)What is surname of number 5 ? [queenie] chia

29)What is hobby of number 4 ? [chin yan] dunno...

30)Does number 5 & number 9 get along ? [queenie and benjamin] erm... ya i supppose..

31)where is number 2 studying at ? [xavier] Pei hwa sec

32)Share something casual abt number 1 ? [nicholas] erm.... he's a guy... i dun bother finding out stuff abt guys

33)Have you tried developing feelings for number 8 ? [eunice] no fuckin way...

34)Where does number 9 live at ?[benjamin] no idea.........

35)What colour does number 3 like ? [samantha] dunno.

36)Are number 5 & number 1 best friends ? [nicholas and queenie] they dun even noe each other.

37)Does number 1 have any pets ? [nicholas] dun think so...

38)Is number 7 th sexiest person in th world ? [elena ho] erm...... no...... -_-'''

39)What is number 10 doing now ? [sherman] no idea.

Sat, Nov 29

2008-11-29T06:06:00.000-08:00

yay... dun have to go swimming 2morrow
so happy
hate that freaking swimming teacher seh...
he so nosey about y i dun wan swim
i dun wan swim your prob ah?!
u so busybody, wait till i punch u
Dhen u know ah?!?!
this kind of obnoxious bastard
go hell better lah...
sae tis sae tat
talk so much also nobody wan listen...
dhen still wan ask so many qn...
wait u get beaten bcuz u so noisy...
that dae will be the best day of my life man...

but 2morrow still got violin seh..
i die liao...
i haven't memorise the song 4 concert sia...
dhen evening still need rehearse 4 String Conference....
i die liao..
some more...
i lost my score...
how am i supposed to try and memorise anyhow?
i can't even find my score...
sigh... guess i can't help it...
hu tell me go join SISC?
some more go do lunch time concert?
my violin teacher...
won't scold him lah...
he's quite a nice teacher...
better than some of the teachers in sch anyway...

so earlier got kumon...
H/W also nvr do nvm leh...
go there do also can...
next week give also can...
go the center there very sian leh..
sit there, do the work and corrections then go home liao...
so sian...

2008-11-28T03:39:00.000-08:00

this is great, juz great...
i have a minor(or major...) headache
and i'm really tired....
someody murder me...
was feeling ok earlier,
now i'm stuck with the headache...
absolutely wonderful
just great...
at least i dun need to go training...
the alternative, play my violin...
god i'm going to die...
i'm gona be dead before school starts... -_-'''

2008-11-25T04:51:00.000-08:00

I've decided to have a scheduler...
get organised...
at least i can know what I'm supposed to do....
OK, i got tagged to do a survey...

++rules and regulation++
People who were tagged, need to blog about their own 10 weird habits/little facts as well as state the rules clearly~ At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and lists their names~ No tag back plz ..!!

1. i get bored really easily

2. i can play the same song over and over again non-stop for a whole day

3. i mess with my hair alot, cuz i dun really like it.. -_-''' keeps curling at weird places, especially the fringe....

4. i can read the same book 5 times in a row

5. i always do not seem to have flat soled shoes(except training/school shoes), all high heels that keep hurting my feet

6. i join stuff that i have absolutely no interest in...

7. i can use the com or watch the TV all day without eating...

8. i can have a huge fight with someone, then start laughing 5 min later...

9. i can have no interest in something and suddenly be interested in it, then back to no interest... -_-'''

10. every time i want to get organised, or want to tidy my room, it always gets back to it's messy state in less than a day

People who are tagged:
1. ching yan ++
2. xaviar wong ++
3. samantha ++
4. benjamin ++
5. sng jing wen ++
6. nicholas(FVPS) ++
7. queenie ++
8. teck seng ++
9. jerrick ++
10. shauna ++

2008-11-24T06:42:00.000-08:00

ok. i'm like online everyday, and i'm extremely bored....
i have a bunch re-scheduled lessons
but i went out with haziyah and razianty at tampines mall
kinda fun, and bought a few stuff
including a yearly/monthly/weekly planner... -_-'''
i need to get more organised...
and i want a FLAT-SOLED SHOE!!!!
for goodness sake, why are all my shoes high-heeled???
i seriously need to get a new shoe...
sigh.. at least i saved up a lot...
i can buy it some time when i'm allowed outta the freakin house...

2008-11-24T06:36:00.000-08:00

trying very hard to take nice pics of myself... but it sux.. ='(

2008-11-20T01:06:00.000-08:00

hi!!! i've posting on the other blog...
so... holidays holidays....
i'm bored to death!!!
my sis won't let me use the com OR watch tv...
so wanna kill her...-_-
wahhhh.... i'm so bored...
Nad, write!!! i'm freaking bored here...
i've already finished my letter to angela...
so i've got nothing to do except re-read this book my dad bought me last week...
it consisted of 50 chapters and amused me for a whole week....
ok enough with this... chill girl chill....
gotta go... bb

irritating people....

2008-10-14T06:47:00.000-07:00

having a really bad time sia.... damn fucked up by so many people... especially my sis... can't she ju shut up and go back home earlier 4 once?

Irritating Parent

2008-07-19T23:01:00.000-07:00

I am so killing tat hell of a mother........... tell me go sign up 4 tis sign up 4 tat, den now tell me dun go. ass lah she. might as well juz quit everything lah. damn angry seh...........

class blog

2008-06-05T19:54:00.000-07:00

sian lah...... our girls class blog is way ewwww..... it's damn disgusting but please dun spam me.... i'm juz saying my opinion...............

2008-02-04T04:31:00.000-08:00

It's the start of secondary school. A lot of stress, but having fun! Enjoy your sec. school life!

END OF PSLE!!!!!!

2007-10-17T02:09:00.000-07:00

PSLE is now over!!!!!! PARTY TIME!!!!!!!!